First Day For Holiday

Long time din update ady,hehe...
Was busy with lot of stuff this few weeks..
Firstly want to say thanks to those who greet me n my groupmates..

Second, i was very happy coz incidently i have form my new committee
for els spus division..haha,stay cool ya!!
Then,want to thx my fren coz she was d 1 who visit my blog

I will continue to write it as long as im free to update tho..
Im feel satisfy with my life now coz a lot of ppl accompany us..
Besides that, i ady can get through d sad feel ady..

Now,everything was ok for me...
Just need to really concentrate in my study...
However,im started my holiday but equal as no holiday only..
Haha, lot of stuff to do ar...

By the way,im enjoy with tht..haha
Happy Holiday to all my frens..hehe

updated by,
Cindy

Memorable day^^

Today, actually not today only is d whole week..
Busy for d pengisahan competition stuff..
Keep changing script...
All things memories only at today...

Last minutes at all...
Exhausted n we all was trying to pull out...
No confidents oso...

But getting d unexpected result...
First things i wanna do was thx for all my pretty group mate...
My dearest teacher, Miss Jacqueline...Hehe
Other group member

Thx for their supporting...
We all are the best ady...
Glad to meet u guys in this competition...

Many first time i did for this competition..
First time wear punjabi n sari...
Can become indian ady...wakaka

Thx for all u guys supporting n those sms
Really feel warm!!!

Updated by,
Sin Yee

18th May 2009

Happy Birthday to Deborah...hehe^^
still can rmb today is ur big day..keke
totally exhausted tis few week...
coz of d competition...

Cant do well in my acting...
Was so stress bout tht..
This friday will be d final ady...

Just hope to try my best..
Nothing more..
Yesterday was chat wif my best fren..
hmm..keep on giving advice to me..
but im just feel breathless that time..

So, trying to change topic...
I know she concern bout me..
But d problem is myself cant get through it..

I know i din hv much time but still like that..
I dun wan to keep on suffering..
N i was finding a way to get out from d boxes..

No1 can help but only myself..
I wish i can do it...
really...

updated in CIT by,
Sin Yee

13th May 2009

New sem started, im d senior now...
Imagine how old am i?
No mood to study today...

Whole day very sienz...
Dunno y...
haha..not feeling well somemore..

Make a decision tht i havent make be4...
haha...maybe just becoz of trust...

Try to walk for my first step
Hope i can go through it more n more..
and dun even to suffer bout tht anymore...

Is difficult...but still need to do tht...
For my own n future..
Life is not bed of roses...

Haha...add oil ya!!!
Impossible is ntg !!!^^

9th of May 2009

Start from 10am, reach my fren house...
chit chatting with her for awhile..
Then, she started teach me how to bake a butter cake...
Such as measure d ingredients n way to mix it together..

After all procedure finish , put it into d oven n wait for 45 minutes...
Tada....my cake cum out ady...em..not tht success..
But, my fren's mum n dad taste it n almost finish half of d cake..
Because they say d cake taste nice just d appearance not tht good

Thn , still hv time n it was for Mother's day present so plan to do again..
Go to grab d ingredients with my fren...
start all d procedure again n wait for another 45 minutes...

Thn, my fren teach me other desert which make by sagu...
It is easy..so mk it while waiting for d cake..><
Finally finish all of this...

Thn rush to my rehearsal for d pertandingan pengisahan...
Tat time was ady 4 sumthing....
After finish all of this ..drive home n it was almost 7pm...

Almost no voice ady coz of flu n sore throat...
My mother seems like dosnt like d suprise i giv her...
keep complaining im wasting money n time...

And oso sounds like dun like d cake...
a bit sad...
coz i really try my best for my first time...

but luckily she still eat it...
my father like it oso...
my brother too...eat for a big slice

tomoro is d saringan ady...
very afraid bout tht...
since all was very last minutes...

But i believe in miracle
so, all d best to me n my dear frens...
gambateh :)

Updated tiredly by,
Sin Yee

3rd Of May

Msn with fren until 2 sumthing am...
Have mk a decision
Was not very sure but i know i sure do that...

But she feel im not true to myself..
Just wanna say tht i ady cant define wat is true n fake ady...
Is same for me...

At noon, hv watch a conservation bout an artist...
realize tht she can think in diff perspective..
she willing to accept the outcome bout wat she done..
without know that this is rite or wrong...

She wun regret bout that even ady tk her for 23 yrs..
I was so admire her braveness...
Life is not that straight but she really live for her life..

She knows a lot because she go through a lot..
Compare with my age...she need care more things th me...
As she say, we r not belongs to any1 even though ur parents..

They just part of u n responsible to tk care of u ..
until u become adult...
Tht is still ur own way to go...
still need to choose by ur own but no other...

I definitely agree wat she said...
n i was not sure d conservation giv me wat affect
but im sure it makes me think deep n wide...

Sumtimes things come with timing..
n I believe tht this maybe the hints tht give by God
I dunno is real or not?
But i just know tht it makes me feel more real...

Thanks God!!!!^^(even though im not christian or else)

Labour Day

Happy Labour Day
To all my fren who r working...
especially my dear bro...
hehe...he seem so happy to have holiday coz no need to work..

Ntg special for me coz still need do homework
Sum1 tell me that i should know my way to go..
She believe in me but how bout myself

I dunno whether i should do that or not?
maybe after that i really need to put down him le
really dun have that braveness
scare dun hv the reason to continue..

ur image become blur in my heart le
how could be like that...
it seems so near but actually so far..

very afraid
sum1 lead me a way to go...

where r u?
u still there?