22/10/10

Really a long time didnt come here write down my stuff le...
Feel so unhappy with my unreasonable mum...
Y, y i got such mum...
Everything oso not happy with me...
Y she doesnt know to change a bit,
Y always im the one who did the wrong things...
Cant she feel it i already dun like to stay at home...
I scare to face her, scare to argue with her...
Thts y i will find a lot of reason to hang out...
I dun like to stay at home..
Dun like to keep arguing with the same prob..
I wish to tell her loudly ,ya ,im dating n im really love him,so what!!!!
But doesnt mean will influence my studies
Y cant she understand me n keep on thinking bad things will happened to me...
Cant she support me abit?
I wish to escape from my home....i wish to move out to stay alone....
Better thn keep on arguing with you everyday...
Im going to get mad soon if continue like tht....

4th of August 2010

Is been 7 months didn't update my blog already...
Started my new study life in MIA instead of TARC...
Doesn't get into local university as what my parents hopes...
Have to spend 3 more years to do my diploma in music...

No regret with that since i happy with my study life now
because it is much more better than working....
Not easy to work in the society nowadays
People is getting more realistic include me XD

Nothing much to write just i swear i will become another me
after 3 years in MIA...

All The Best!!!!

27th of Jan

Im having a complicated mood....but doesnt mean tht im unhappy
Dunno y just feel like a bit weird n i dunno how to describe it...
Mentally n physically tired...

I write sumthing wrong i think...dunno whether tht person really care bout it or not...
hope this wun make it think too much...
Maybe i should really think properly bout what i want...
thn only wun suffer in anything....

Things can be tht simple....
Im just hope tht i wun make it become complicated n difficult...
im still who i am..ntg ever change bout this...

This Moment..

Few weeks didnt update ady leh, my mood just like travelling with roller coaster as well..
Coz sumthing happen with my job, but i think ntg now ady...
Diff ppl diff thinking way, i din angry bout it just hope she will understand my situation
since she want me to do so...
Hope this wun influence us...but im still dunno how to face her leh...

Thn i was quiet worry d leh, ady pain for few days ,din slp well oso...really scare me...
luckily ntg now ar....if not dunno how oso...
But, seems ok with my luck coz happy stuff happen after all of the bad things...

Haha, should be happy always so that no wrinkles ar...XD
Thats all for my post :)

Everything NEW!!!!

This is my first post in year 2010 but today not first of Jan ..XD
A brand new year for me, i hope everything getting smooth in my life..
I hope im choosing the right or suitable way for my own
no matter for my future or my career..

Today is 8 of Jan , what i've done?
First i dye my hair le, new look :)
And i oso but few of new clothes but not allow to wear it now XD
Thn,the most happy thing i hv is i got a new younger sister..

She is kind of happy type...every1 like to be with her coz she always laugh n smile all the time..
Cant deny that she influence me a lot..
Thx GOD that bring this sister for me, im really appreciate her..
Im maybe not a good elder sis but i tried my best to take care of her..:)
We still hv a long way to go so we must add oil together ya:)

Thn, i have to talk bout my guitar ady...
Recently really not much practice...dunno y like losting my heart or my soul even not with my body...
Gosh....How could it happen?
Still want to have grade exam this yr end...
This Friday will start theory class oso..haiz

Must find bk my spirit la.....
To be continue...